Random Pieces of Mind

say goodbye

Hey guys so I have been thinking lately, my role and my career growth at the company has been changing for couple times. Personally I think it’s fine at the beginning, but I don’t think I have been doing well. You guys are maybe paying too much for the work I’m contributing, while adding some unnecessary management overhead for me right now. I’m not really good at mkt, also after some thoughts, I really don’t feel like being HR is my dream job either. I am not ashamed to say I am good wit recruiting, but that’s like only 20% of an HR.
Maybe it’s imposter syndrome, but I always think I am not doing good enough for the team, and my work can be replaced by interns.
I am 30 now, so I am at the mid-stage of my career that I have to find something I really like for me to keep working on it. Please don’t get me wrong, I love Polarr to death, and I like Coop a lot, it’s just that I don’t feel like I can be of the best interest of the company now. I don’t like my day-to day role, while I LOVE the people I work with and the product we are building. That’s why I have a huge question mark in my head: What should I do?
Therefore, it’s with really heavy heart that I would like to resign my role here.
I can transfer the Chinese entity ownership to Ye or Colin. The logistic of these procedure shouldn’t take more than 1 week.

For my next role, I’m not sure yet. I want to take some time to think about all the things in life, what I really want and who I want to be. This might be the hardest decision in my career, as jumping to Polarr from Tencent was a no-brainer for me 2.5 years ago.
Thank you for the great time, thank you for the ride, and thanks for being there to help me grow. I wish you guys all the best, and I do mean it.I miss you guys a lot and I am looking forward to meeting you guys one day after the covid is over.
Please also keep in touch via WeChat or instagram. You guys will always be my brothers-in-arm.

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